Beauty lies in...

There is madness in perfection and creativity in incomplete. But as long as there is originality, I enjoy the music. I leave my paintings incomplete if I lose that flow of....err feelings? Better be incomplete than be perfect because there is a catch 22 situation here. You try to complete your painting(even after losing interest) just to make it look complete and perfect. What you get is a complete picture but you are left with an incomplete state of mind. That is fooling yourself. So leave it there... you should know when to stop, when to start again (if at all you will)...I haven't been as much bothered by my incomplete paintings as with those I completed with force. Some of them are so beautiful to others, yet I don't want to have a second look at them. I cant tolerate them.They are a mistake for me...a mistake in the process. And therefore they bring dis-satisfaction. I am attracted to perfection, since I can never be so perfect. Look at any artist who is passionate about his work, the process is always important to him/her than the outcome. It's like when you look at the output, others are just looking AT it. But the artist recalls the process, and it makes her feel beautiful, complete.

It always works :)

'We are still friends,so what if we are out of touch.'

A very positive conversation with a good friend brings this smile on my face :)
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Have u ever noticed how some people manage to make you feel so positive just by the use of right words.Or should i say by the Avoidance of certain kind of language that makes you feel negative.It comes with only efforts.I would like to have such a way of talking.

I like to be around positive people.Positivism moves in concentric circles,it wont hit you directly,you feel it coming till it completely surrounds you.So try dropping the use of "Donts" and "buts".Use more of positive words in your conversations.It will slowly and surely make a difference in your attitude.

Keep it up friend!! ;)

You cheat!

What a rag of cloth takes off a painting
And omitted words off a letter
You,my friend steal it
from my eyes unedited,
uncensored.

Azaan

~Poore Dil Se Agar Kuchh Naa Maango Toh Sab Kuchh Mil Jaata Hai.

STILL WALKING?

WE WALK TOGETHER SOMETIMES
BY THE DUSTY ROADS AND MOVING CRANES
BY GUTTERS LOADED WITH CITY DIRT
BY SHOPS THAT CLAIM OF PUBLIC TRUST

WE WALK TOGETHER AND SAY NOTHING
BY WINTER EVENINGS AND PURPLE SKIES
KNOWING NOTHING BETTER WILL HAPPEN TODAY
SO WE JUST KEEP WALKING.

WE WALK TOGETHER AND SPEAK OUR MINDS
ALONG THE ALLEY WHERE WE MEET
YOUR BIKE PARKED-BY SOMEWHERE NEAR
COZ I PREFER WE GO ON FOOT

IT ISNT A NEED NOR AN UNDERSTANDING
A SIMPLE WANT PERHAPS
AND FOR A WHILE WE DONT CARE
WHETHER WE WILL MEET SOON AGAIN..

AND WE TALK ABOUT OURSELVES
LIKE TWO BIGGEST EGOCENTRICS
CARING LITTLE OF WHAT GOES WRONG
WITH THE TOWN AND ITS CITIZEN.

TALK OF DESIRES AND SELF INTEREST
THINGS WE'LL ACQUIRE AND GOOD TASTES
IT’S BEAUTIFUL AS HELL THIS WAY
LET THIS HELL BE OURS ALWAYS!!

Blind faiths

ABC: so hows cat preparation goin??
I: its not goin on
I: its running away from me
ABC: i still wld like to believe so
I: believe wat?
ABC: tat u will come up with bright colurs in ur cat
I: i can come up wid bright colours on a canvass if u want

LOL...

Bookmark

No entertainment is so cheap as reading, nor any pleasure so lasting. She will not want new fashions nor regret the loss of expensive diversions or variety of company if she can be amused with an author in her closet. Mary Wortley

So you finally forced me to blog!( Yashshri has tagged me)
A book that made you laugh:Burnt Toast-Terri Hatcher and Inscrutable Americans.
Also my all time favourite: Power of Now-Eckhart Tolle
A book that made you cry: A Thousand Splendid Suns-Khaled Hosseini
A book that scared you: Veronica decides to die,Paulo Coelho
a line :"And all of us, one way or another, are mad"
A book that disgusted you : A Bend in the Road:Nicholas Sparks
(the dumbest of hindi movie has a better plot)
A book you loved in elementary school: The Indian Monsoon(looking for a hardcopy)
A book you loved in middle school or junior high school:Love Story(std. 10th :P).
A book you loved in high school: Illusions-Richard Bach
A book you loved in college:Eleven Minutes,Paulo Coelho.
Best line: "when i had nothing more to lose i was given everything, when i ceased to be who i am i found myself, when i experienced humilation and yet kept on walking, i understood that i was free to choose my destiny"

A book that challenged your identity : has to be ‘Power of Now’ again.
A series that you love: not applicable(never read in series)
Your favorite horror book: N.A.
Your favorite science fiction book: N.A.(gosh I should be reading more)
Your favorite fantasy:Jonathan Livingston Seagull-Richard Bach
Your favorite mystery:A Painted House,John Grisham (not read much of fiction)
Your favorite biography :Lee Iococca;and It happened in India(autobiography).
Your favorite "coming of age" book: what’s that?
Your favorite classic: Pride and Prejudice;Jane Austen
Your favorite romance book: A Walk to Remember-Nicholas Sparks

innovation is God...

गजानना श्री गणराया आदि वंदु तुझ मोरया !!

One God which is beautiful in all its forms.....he's the most loveable and the sweetest!!

God of all innovations.....all inspiring.the one we all cherish!!

The best part about working with an organization is when you have supportive people. Remember people are the core organ of any organization. Everything else moves around them…along them…among them!! For a team anything is possible…without one everything is a TASK.

defence mechanism

wierd things occur at certain moments of your life,leaving you undecided ...putting you in a state wher you ask self "why i did this at first place"....sometimes things dont go about the way they were meant to be and you consolingly say to yourself,"maybe it wasnt just meant to be?".....maybe Lord had wanted it some other way....maybe this or maybe that....anything but what you had intended too!!

We call it DEFENCE MECHANISM(ya da one we leant in FC).So when i write a blog in da flow of emotions this morning and order "publish"...blogspot thinks a lot and is apprehensive to accept my post,inspite of my several appeals by way of "refresh" option.and i give up finally after realising that my post is lost in the process..you can only imagine my disappointment if you a blogger yourself.
some might say that they are not a dumb blogger not to have written in word first!!
but the point is to make myself feel better or less pathetic,i conclude by saying "this wasnt meant to be!the post i had written was too personal,maybe its good in a way,now that its erased forever.i anyways saw my purpose by welting out my feelings...."blah blah blah...
aur is tarah mera emotion bhara blog bali chadh gaya.
humans err...and given that blogspot allow so many of them to confess here...yeh ek galti aapko(blogspot ko) maaf!!

honeymoon travels ltd

a nice 2 hours fun-packed movie,light entertainment with good discretion of characters.great direction.....a must see movie,speciaaly just b4 your exams,to ease a bit.it leaves you with no hang over...its no take away,but while you are seated in theater,its a total 2 hour dhamaal...i couldnt help laughing even at the silliest of jokes(if there were any)...

well you see, maths has made me so mentally numb,that before the movie started,i declared to my friends that every joke has to be laughed upon!
but that was inevitable....all had fun!

And i loved each part of it(big deal...a 2 hr movie)...u just keep asking for more..and how lucky u feel when u get it--movie had arjun rampal's stunning entry for a bonus"!!
it was a flawless movie until da moment Diya Mirza calls Arjun aloud..."JIGNESSH"!!
but apart from that a good movie!
and i am in ove with da song "aisa mera pyaar hai"...will be humming it for some days now..more so while doing maths.

I see you..

I was walking down the bridge, thinking of him. What did his last conversation to me mean? Does he still thinks of me as often? Does he too flinches somewhere deep inside when my name is uttered…or has he been successful in creating a wall of indifference, that he’d promise to me to maintain. Then as I trotted down the last two steps, he appeared at some distance, out of nowhere! At once ,as if embarrassed ,as if he’d read my thoughts, I looked sideways, pretending not having noticed him. The reality set in…and I realized I was acting weird by looking away! I looked in his way, there was a girl along with him. I knew her pretty well. I smiled through the crowd at him(and her).I lifted my right arm..hi’…but then…he looked away and they both resumed talking. Had he noticed me and did that deliberately? Maybe he dint see me at first place. But they both were looking in my direction,howcome neither of them noticed? Or even worse, God help me if that is the case,..did my face betray me once again and tell him the entire truth? that I still cared for him…I still have feelings. I don’t want to know the answers. soon I’ll learn, that I don’t care…

God give me tolerance...

Talk of B.S, B.C, F.C.,.......study the day b4 exam subjects and you would find similar crap in all,which sends a strong feeling in you-a need for having one singlw subject replacing the 3.After all it wud save us 2 long days of studies!!(lolz...)

Ofcourse, am being able to speak my thought aloud only coz am sure of having a concensus of my colleague friends in the matter.

y do i bother so much ?!?!When u have a hectic life u tend to ignore such insignificant matters that come in ur way.But does that mean am in no rights to ponder over something which is a part of our system?

Or should i live wid a consolation that if none, atleast 1 female(to be read as Jaaju mam) who tries to see things from our point of view for once when she says,"In these 3 years(grad. time) da only thing u learn sitting in this class is TOLERANCE."
3 years is a long time,....and we aren't yet done wid our mid-terms.....huff...sigh!!

a matter of time

Life is so long...

Because it has so much to give us!

da rang de effect...

Whats RDB???
RDB stands for..
Youth against da curruption
Youith against da conventions
Youth against da justice-denial
Youth acting for da nation..

and so on and so forth...
no sarcasm included...for ppl nowadays take every other sentence of mine for a sarcastic comment,..i may be a bit dejected but still am composed!

Why do i talk about da movie after so many days...perhaps months after its release????got many reasons here:
B'coz yess 1)it has made a big time buster..at the same time 2)i am not completely satisfied by da kinda atention it got and is still getting..n most importantly3)i am trying to kill time on a wednesday evening by posting this.

Not that da movie doesnt deserves appreciation...its one of its kind and very effective...yess effective is da word i used at first when someone asked me how did i like the movie!!!So we are here in new age ...age of youth.References from recent anti-reservation surge loudly proves that not only movies reflect on society,da opposite also holds true!

Well, da thought that's itching me time and again is..............if Indian audiences are cool/smart/intelligent/watever u 'd like to put/.. to have put a movie of this sort to da top of charts for so long,then what were they doing at da time "Yuva" was released:????
It did have violence....well not da heroic kind that RBD displayed(son killin his unpatriotic father)...but a more realistic one,where power(political) forces a man to kill his brother(Abhishek Bachan)....
It did have students protesting...in a more unfashionable way though!!!but again there still was da required vigour...
It did have songs...though lesser..rocking nevertheless...(hey when do u think word "fanaah" rocked da floors first?)
What "Yuva" lacked was emotions...it lacked da positive picture of "India Today"..it showed da real picture...something that audiences know already...da disunited country,where youth like Vivek Oberei is lost to casual joys of life,..and Abhishek-alikes to da powerful leaders for his livelihood.May be i shouldn't compare da two here...but cant help to notice da starkest discrimination that public in the theatre offer at da end of da movies......
In RBD :youngsters die and public cry,literallyyyy ,and not just girls !
In Yuva:ppl get baffled when Ajay Devgan walks into parliament wid vivek and other guy!(which indicates da foray of Indian youth into politics).ppl look at each other in disbelief: "is the movie over!?!?!"maybe they are waiting for a gd ending,shud be either happy or sad as they have always known.shud be anything but realistic...
uuffffff...expectations from hindi movies!
So do ppl actually reflect on movies.....or is it just da emotions that sells in India?
Kindly reflect on this....

Getting fanaah for nothing....

tere dil main meri saaso ko panhaa mil jaaye ,
tere ishq main meri jaan fanaah ho jaaaye..

Subhaan allah!!! One of the reasons i gave myself before going to the movie,was that if not anything ,it looks like da movie has some good shayeries.And i wasn't totally wrong...
Check this..

mujhe masjid main baithkar peene ki rajha dede eh gaalib
yaa toh koi aisi jagaah dikha jahaan khuda nahi hota..

Means...DEAr Gaalib!Grant me da permission to drink(alcohol ofcourse) in da Mosque "or"..show me a place where God doesnt exists!

Sans few of the shayeries,...the movie wasn't worth a watch !The story was plotted loosely..i mean typical of hindi movies...Aamir comes on Kajol's door after getting encountered by army...itefaaque(coincidence) ki baat hai!!(lol)

But they well managed da finer details n technicalities..like only Amir sees both of them in flashback,not Kajol(she ought not,being blind earlier).While Amir is uncomfortable while talking to her in second half of da movie,she only gets a dejavoo kind of feeling.It was nice to se Kajol back on Big screen after years(she looks da same)...though Amir dint exactly made impactful insight...okay considering his lately accumulated fats,he did have some impact on audience who went..."How did he become so fat and look he's looking older."(his fans defending him:"they made him wear thick sweaters and stolls!!").....everyone wins!!

What made the experience bad ,was that i knew da story beforehand...thanx to da hype n publicity da movie got for being held-back from release in Gujrat by BJP.So here i was towards the end of da movie...waiting for Kajol to shoot another bullet and finish da matter quickly.Loooooooooong wait.Mom and I come out of screen and take a rik(frm Eternity)...
And our F-1 paced driver was kind enough to put brakes to save us from bumping to some other vehicle,just when we were at a seconds distance from it.....and this he repeated thrice !!!
How do riksha-walas justify their mistakes...or ill-driving?Well its quite simple,they simply give a long stare to da approaching vehicle(which means abuse of greatest rank among rikshawalas) and come out clean!

Having reached LokPuram in single-piece,(got down at earliest gate)...I said to mom "AAj tumahri Zoonie(also Kajol's name in da movie) binah kisi shehjaade ke fanaah ho jaati!!"My mom had da kind of look on her face ..similar to da one some of u are having right now...And my dialogue got wasted.

she hadnt yet learnt what fanaah stands for: to get destroyed!

At times life sucks!!!

uncertainity....

Words of uncertainites
are like tips of swords,
if let free to foray
can kill

Nevertheless, if it costs you
to let yourself get expressed,
pay,who knows it
may heal.